Tag: Love
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If Wishes Were Fishes…You’d Still Be Here
I thought about you today. I’m not sure why it was so difficult to manage. Maybe it was the flashbacks to the Saturday we said goodbye. Maybe it was being asked what my favorite memory of you was. Either way I couldn’t stomach it. You know I’m an open book. You know I don’t usually…
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Finding Freedom in a U-Turn
For the first time in a long time, I felt at peace tonight. It wasn’t a passing peace, either. It was one that came and whispered, “you’re going to be ok.” It was a reassuring calm that settled on my soul. It swept over me like the waves of the Atlantic gently caressing the shoreline.…
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#108: Consequences
Breathless. Quite honestly I didn’t know what to think or believe. “Is this really happening right now?” “I thought we were good?” “Yeah, we have our issues, but it was this bad?” “How come she never told me?” I tried to interject on multiple occasions. I was met with heavy resistance. I tried to understand…
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#107: Beginning and the End (Of Something Beautiful)
I had been single for a year and a half. Quite a feat for someone like me… That may sound odd, but I wasn’t one to remain single for long prior. I had operated with the idea that I had to have a significant other in my life to remain relevant. Commitment wasn’t hard for…
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#105: Some Seek Forgiveness, I Just Want Peace…
I’m forcing myself to write tonight. I don’t really want to, but I know that I need to. Part of that healing process, I guess. Force yourself to do that which you know will be beneficial etc…etc…It’s too bad that’s the last thing I want to do. I find it increasingly difficult to write these…
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