Confessions

“I’m the sleeper done slumberin’, pass me the mic and I might stop mumblin’”

Since my effective disappearance from blogging (a whole week) I’ve gracefully landed myself a rap career. I’m still kinda in the process of choosing my rapper name…Here’s what I have so far:

• Preacha’s kYd
• Slash Slinging Slasher (Where my Spongebob peeps at?!)
• Door Matty 
• Moody Malin

As you can see, I have the entire world of rap ahead of me…Big things are happenin’ people…Big things.

APRIL FOOLS

Am I too late for that?

Ha! APRIL 4th FOOLS! See, I fooled you into believing that I was a rapper but then I fooled you into thinking it was still April Fools. Man, I’m awesome.

I’m not going to be one of those bloggers that dives into the myriad of reasons for having remained silent for an extended period of time. Why? Well, the reason is insanely simple: I needed a break. A few things in life detracted my attention and killed my motivation for writing. With that said….

I’m B-b-b-b-b-b-b-ACK FROM THE DEAD BABY

I do want to briefly mention that I’m four weeks away from graduation. I’m trying to find a place to live, a job to work, and someone else to do my schoolwork for me. It’s an understatement to say that I’m tired of this crap.

I’m so excited to be done with college life. Yeah, yeah, I know, “I’m gonna miss it”. This may be true some four years down the road but my grumpy heart is longing for silence. I can’t go anywhere right now without there being thirty million people simply breathing. It’s annoying. I’m old. I want silence. Where’s my retirement home? Why can’t I live a simple life of dementia? No, I take that back…that’s…sorry.

*clears throat*

I’ve come across a relatively interesting truth about myself in the last week…Through pain and struggle I’ve learned that anger is my defense. I’ve also learned that I’m a control freak. My anger acts as a wall that disallows someone from moving in to close resulting in a loss of control. It’s a sad, painful revelation but one that’s necessary to have in order to continue healing. Maybe I’ll write more about down the road?

I really do have to say that God has been doing a lot of providing lately. I’ve been praying for a job to sustain me after college, furniture for the apartment, for an apartment, and just finances in general to pay off some of these massive loans. So far I’ve been offered a job (part time but it’s promising) and I was able to find a twin mattress and two couches for free. Thank ya, Jesus!

The next four weeks are going to be a whirlwind. Prepare yourself for a madhouse of emotions. Graduation is coming. For now though, we dance! Why? ‘Cuz Mad Matty is back and throwin’ down them hardcore rhymez!

 

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Cheers!