God, I can’t handle this

I can’t sleep.

My mind is racing…It’s running wild.


Could I have done something?

What was he going through?

How can someone actually pull the trigger?

I can’t…I can’t handle this. I’m not ok. 

I can only imagine the pain his family is in. 

Thank you for the outpouring of your support. Please, more than anything keep his family in your prayers. 

If you’re dealing with suicidal thoughts or attempts but feel alone, PLEASE, talk to me. Email me. Facebook me. SOMETHING. Do whatever you have to to find me. I will stay up all night with you if I have to….anything to make you feel loved.

Your life is of incredible worth and I understand where you’re at. I can’t stand to see another person lost to suicide….I know the hurt you’re feeling. I know what you’re going through. I’ve felt it too. I’ve seen the powerful hand of God. It doesn’t feel like it, but there’s hope. So much hope.

Let me help you.



God, I can’t handle this.

12 Replies to “God, I can’t handle this”

  1. I can’t imagine what all must be going through your mind right now, but please know that I’m praying for you as well as his family, and that I’m here for you to talk to as well, if you want to get anything off your just, or just ramble even. Much love to you ā¤

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  2. If I’m interpreting this right-you have just lost someone you cared about to suicide. I’m very sorry that you have to endure that pain (and the person’s family). I am praying for God to guide you through your loss.


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